I’m taking a break from social media. I’ll be on occasionally, but the last post I made here made me realize just how toxic everything is getting and how I just need to step away from things that are triggering it until I reorganize my mind and mental health.
It’s almost three and I’m just really sad right now. I suppose it happens, but this blows. So many things are happening out there in the world and there’s so much mayhem. California is in a huge drought. I just sorta feel alone again because my life is out of balance. Someone close to me, left I guess, and an empty place is just sorta there. Idk, I should sleep.
Also I don’t want any more fucking aggravating men in my life. I just want someone that I can enjoy the world with for once that isn’t all about sex and using me and just fuck everything about how gay hookup culture has influenced guys. I hate having experienced what I did. I hate people who think they’re entitled to use someone without consent. I hate everything. My mind is lapsing back to that night
I swear to god if I ever date a guy and he calls me “exotic” I will dump his ignorant ass in a heartbeat
girl I have like 5 bottles of barbecue sauce why would we need lube